Teenagers scare the living shit out of me!

Man was it ever warm on Friday! My face is super brown, and I have this pretty sweet farmers tan lol. Hott, or not lol. Worked til 5, came home, ate, showered, went to the bar for like an hour. It was empty apart from Tonya, Christie, & Alycia so I had a couple drinks there then went round to Ashley's for a couple more.

Haha that was funny, some random conversations with Kathy, ... lets not repeat that lol, not on here anyways. Um, the rest is none of your business lol.

Saturday I went to Brandon with Kimmy, Hannah, and Megs and met up with JC, Loz and Mark. We picked up her dress, Mark & Loz bough clothes for grad, got my hair cut [for free] cause I was supposed to get highlights but they made a mistake and no one was there to do them. Then Kimmy and I took Megs and Hannah back home, picked up Kaitlan and went back down to Houstons.

Haha man was that ever a funny night. Kimmy, Kaitlan, Tonya, JC, Loz, Mark, Holtman & I, ... great times .... Probably cause for once I didn't have to drive there as we were staying at JC's. It was super hot in Houstons and then it was just as warm outside so no way to cool down. We were dancing like crazy people which didn't help lol. JC kept walking up to random chicks and dancing with them lol. After the bar, Kimmy, Kaitlan, JC, Loz and I went to Humptys. That was freaking hilarious;
1. JC passed out at the table while waiting on food.
2. Loz called some chick a guy. Her friends bf was coming and he's a bouncer at Roadhouse, =/
3. JC was eating his burger while passed out.
4. We put ice cubes down JC's pants lol.
Just a couple highlights of that place... haha the waitress probably hated us lol.

Overall I had a sweet weekend, most fun in a long time lol.
Not long til C-fest, hell yeah that's gonna be a kick ass weekend.
laters

fair etc.

well I had a pretty good weekend lol. Not super busy, just fun.

Friday I got home from work, had supper in Newdale, then went to the bar. Not busy at all. Kaitlan, Tanya, myself, Bruce, Sned, Val then later on a few Shoal Lake people came down. Ew and those boxers on the wall?! - they belong to this guy called Luke from SL. Nasty stuff lol. There was a few older people in the bar too but definitely quiet.

Saturday I worked in the bar from 10-2 (which sucked cause I didn't want to get up early cause I only got like 4 hours sleep lol), but it was fun cause there were like 100 bikers going through all morning for this poker derby.

Went to the fair last night - man it was packed. Definitely fun, but super busy. Perfect cell reception but I couldn't send messages or make calls cause there was so many damn people there. Was in the Saloon for a bit too - we didn't stay late cause Hannah's not 18 but that's probably a good thing or I would've been there all night lol.

That's my story!! laters.

hmm ...

Well, this girl is single.

I'm not going to lie - I kinda saw it coming. It was pretty much mutual though, we were both arguing lots, didn't get to see each other often enough, ... distance overcame us I guess.

I'm a little sad, but since I was kind of expecting it I didn't cry for days on end. I think we may still talk as friends, ... and who knows if something may ever happen again, probably not but you never know. I cared, and still care, about him but things happen. But as someone crudely put it - "plenty more fish in the sea" lol. Which I guess is true. There are a lot of nice guys around.

Anyways, ... I'm out, gotta pick Val up soon.
Laters.

p.s. Newdale Friday night to drown some sorrows?! lol just jokes

I fire up my pickup truck and let the horses run!!

I GOT MY TRUCK BACK!

Fucking rights!! It's so awesome now to at least have my own vehicle and I don't have to ask to borrow one. Though that being said I'm not entirely free lol. I still have a feeling that if I want to go visit Cody mum is going to be saying no. I'd like to say something along the lines of "Mum, I survived in Saskatoon for 8 months without your help and without you knowing what I was doing or where I was going, so maybe you could just trust me to make the right decisions - and if I am wrong in my decisions then the best way to learn is from my mistakes". Haha but I wouldn't say that - no balls lol. I know it doesn't sound hard to say but ya I actually have no balls when it comes to things like that lol. I'll quite happily stick up for a buddy in a fight, mouth off someone who needs to be told or say what I mean but when it comes to things with the rents it's not so easy. I dunno why - I think it's the way I was brought up: Oldest child. A girl. Should set an example for siblings. I was always a shy/quiet kid so it's hard for me lol. Anyways enough though processing for one night.

Last weekend was sweet!! I was in Newdale bar Friday night for Kimmy's 18th. Holy shit was that ever a good time - busy as hell!! Definitely had a good time - and this Friday is Jiggy's, Morgan's and Vals birthday celebrations so it should be just a good lol. Saturday night I went up to Shoal Lake to visit Cody. We just sat around and watched a movie - Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift. It was good - I had fun just relaxing.

This week was freaking boring - Monday/Tuesday we were in Portage seeding and I worked 9 hours of overtime those two days but they Wednesday and today it rained so we were playing find-a-job - but today we ran out of things to do so we got sent home 2 hours early. It was okay though cause I went to Dosa and got my eyebrows waxed (eventually!!), bought a movie, a couple other bits and pieces.

My cousing and his friend were out this week - that was fun. I think I've been in the bar most nights this week though lol. Not drinking but still lol. And I put $1 and won 15 in a VLT but then I thought I would win more and I lost it all. Too bad lol.

Well I'm pretty sure that's all that's new with me. Bring on some hot weather I say!!

Wild as a mink, sweet as soda pop!! ;)

Waaaazzzzzzzzzzzuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppppppppp!!!
Lol do you remember those Budweiser commercials?! Freaking HILARIOUS!! lol

So, .... the long weekend has been and gone and was DEFINITELY not as fun as last year but was still awesome!!

Friday: I went to Newdale, hung out at Ashley's with her, Jordan, Holtman, Blaine & Spike (for a bit), Mark, and Dan, Jamie, Toad, Kurt came for a little bit. Then there was a whole shit load of drama involving my brother (again, 3 weeks I've been home and every weekend has been drama dammit!!) so ya ended in a shitty night, but oh well.

Saturday: Was just in a super grumpy mood and went to visit Cody. I had to before I went insane. We did a bit of shopping in Brandon (I bought a pair of long shorts for wearing to grad ... they're pretty nice!! lol) and Cody even put up with me shopping for clothes! lol. Then we looked around Canadian Tire and he had fun playing with tools I guess, so we're even lol. Haha and my mum asked me to buy phone which I thought were from Future Shop, so I went there and asked ... turned out they were from Canadian Tire lol. My bad. Then Cody took me out for supper - we went to Applebees. I had always thought that place was kinda fast food, .. but NO it was really good!! I had steak .. mmm!! Then we just hung out some more and I came home.

Sunday: Decided it was about time to visit Boyle, since I had kind of blown her off Friday/Saturday ... sorry bud!! But I went to Clear Lake .. we walked around the shops up there, had some ice cream (even though it was damn freezing!! lol), and then went to Minnedosa to visit some buddies. It was a good time - we had supper then drove around 'Dosa for a bit til Joanne was ready to be picked up. Haha ya that was pretty funny .. just looking around for houses, at cars lol. Good times! Then we went to the campground - saw a few people we knew, me a few new faces. I wasn't staying there so I decided to come home around 11 ... man it freaking foggy!! Couldn't see for shit!! haha oh well. It was a pretty good weekend!!

Monday: No work but pretty sure I still got paid ... WOOP! :D lol. I slept til like noon. :S never done that before but it was acutally quite nice!! Then I didn't do anything all day - just bummed around!!

Today: Worked ... it rained all day so pretty much did nothing! Went to the bar tonight ... had a couple of drinks, sat around lol. Nothing super exciting.

But I'm outties!!
Night night!! XxX

lost in the moment ... <3

hey
well i am sad for a few reasons.
first of all my truck STILL isn't fixed. it wont be done til at least Monday now - turns out there was more wrong with it than first thought.
second of all, because I have my truck I can't go visit Cody.
Which brings me to my 3rd reason, my mum is a bitch about our relationship. She said a bunch of quite stupid and hurtful things last night. I didn't even argue - just walked away. I asked her what she thought of me going to see Cody if my truck got fixed, she said she didn't think much of it, was a bad idea, blah blah. In one ear out the other. Next time I wont ask. I will just damn well go. Fuck.

Oh well it is the weekend. That is a bonus. Going to Ashley Laroques tonight, a few people should be there it'll be a good time I think.
Tomorrow I have no idea what the heck I'll do. SFA likely. Not much you can do without a damn truck.
I've been trying to call Ryan to see if he wants to go down to visit Cody - I'm hoping his car is going so he can drive lol. But he's not home so if anyone sees him pass on the message I've been trying to call him!!

Anyways, laters.

Hugging && Kissing ... what a beautiful sight! =)

S0oooo ... had to get mum to take me to work on Monday for 8am. Bummed around Agpro for a bit - getting introduced to people, looking around the place etc. Then drove off to Watrous SK. Long drive but at least we had a nice big roomy truck which was ok. So we got to the farm in SK, did an hour of work (sorting envelopes of seed lol), then went to the hotel. There was me, my boss Mike and the other summer student Justin. And from Agpro in AB, two girls and their boss Doug. We were all staying in the same "hotel" lol, more like an inn I guess. Called the Sulty Surf. Anyways basically all that happened from that night til Thursday morning was we ate breakfast at this little cafe (mmm it was awesome) and supper at 3 different restaurants, wow the food was good!! And Agpro paid for accomodation and rooms!! Sweet lol. Also, one night we went to the driving range - kinda dodgy cause I'd never swung a club before and I wasn't so good lol, but it was fun. Got home around 5.00pm Thursday, then worked Friday at 8am - but got off an hour early at 3.30 which was awesome!!

Then Friday night went up to Newdale bar for a bit - it was kinda boring so Mark, Steven, Cody and I went up to Lueders. That was alright - just the 4 of us, Ryan, Alison, Hannah, Dan, Spike, Kyle. It was so awesome to see Cody again, I was so happy I can't even explain how happy I am lol. And tonight I think I'm going up there again, probably with Boyle, and see if anyone else wants to come.

My truck isn't fixed yet - it's gonna be done by mid next week hopefully and if not, by the end of the week then. It'skind of a hassle cause that means someone has to take me to and pick me up from work.

Oh well I'm sure I can survive that for a week! lol.
TTYL!