I fire up my pickup truck and let the horses run!!

I GOT MY TRUCK BACK!

Fucking rights!! It's so awesome now to at least have my own vehicle and I don't have to ask to borrow one. Though that being said I'm not entirely free lol. I still have a feeling that if I want to go visit Cody mum is going to be saying no. I'd like to say something along the lines of "Mum, I survived in Saskatoon for 8 months without your help and without you knowing what I was doing or where I was going, so maybe you could just trust me to make the right decisions - and if I am wrong in my decisions then the best way to learn is from my mistakes". Haha but I wouldn't say that - no balls lol. I know it doesn't sound hard to say but ya I actually have no balls when it comes to things like that lol. I'll quite happily stick up for a buddy in a fight, mouth off someone who needs to be told or say what I mean but when it comes to things with the rents it's not so easy. I dunno why - I think it's the way I was brought up: Oldest child. A girl. Should set an example for siblings. I was always a shy/quiet kid so it's hard for me lol. Anyways enough though processing for one night.

Last weekend was sweet!! I was in Newdale bar Friday night for Kimmy's 18th. Holy shit was that ever a good time - busy as hell!! Definitely had a good time - and this Friday is Jiggy's, Morgan's and Vals birthday celebrations so it should be just a good lol. Saturday night I went up to Shoal Lake to visit Cody. We just sat around and watched a movie - Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift. It was good - I had fun just relaxing.

This week was freaking boring - Monday/Tuesday we were in Portage seeding and I worked 9 hours of overtime those two days but they Wednesday and today it rained so we were playing find-a-job - but today we ran out of things to do so we got sent home 2 hours early. It was okay though cause I went to Dosa and got my eyebrows waxed (eventually!!), bought a movie, a couple other bits and pieces.

My cousing and his friend were out this week - that was fun. I think I've been in the bar most nights this week though lol. Not drinking but still lol. And I put $1 and won 15 in a VLT but then I thought I would win more and I lost it all. Too bad lol.

Well I'm pretty sure that's all that's new with me. Bring on some hot weather I say!!

Wild as a mink, sweet as soda pop!! ;)

Waaaazzzzzzzzzzzuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppppppppp!!!
Lol do you remember those Budweiser commercials?! Freaking HILARIOUS!! lol

So, .... the long weekend has been and gone and was DEFINITELY not as fun as last year but was still awesome!!

Friday: I went to Newdale, hung out at Ashley's with her, Jordan, Holtman, Blaine & Spike (for a bit), Mark, and Dan, Jamie, Toad, Kurt came for a little bit. Then there was a whole shit load of drama involving my brother (again, 3 weeks I've been home and every weekend has been drama dammit!!) so ya ended in a shitty night, but oh well.

Saturday: Was just in a super grumpy mood and went to visit Cody. I had to before I went insane. We did a bit of shopping in Brandon (I bought a pair of long shorts for wearing to grad ... they're pretty nice!! lol) and Cody even put up with me shopping for clothes! lol. Then we looked around Canadian Tire and he had fun playing with tools I guess, so we're even lol. Haha and my mum asked me to buy phone which I thought were from Future Shop, so I went there and asked ... turned out they were from Canadian Tire lol. My bad. Then Cody took me out for supper - we went to Applebees. I had always thought that place was kinda fast food, .. but NO it was really good!! I had steak .. mmm!! Then we just hung out some more and I came home.

Sunday: Decided it was about time to visit Boyle, since I had kind of blown her off Friday/Saturday ... sorry bud!! But I went to Clear Lake .. we walked around the shops up there, had some ice cream (even though it was damn freezing!! lol), and then went to Minnedosa to visit some buddies. It was a good time - we had supper then drove around 'Dosa for a bit til Joanne was ready to be picked up. Haha ya that was pretty funny .. just looking around for houses, at cars lol. Good times! Then we went to the campground - saw a few people we knew, me a few new faces. I wasn't staying there so I decided to come home around 11 ... man it freaking foggy!! Couldn't see for shit!! haha oh well. It was a pretty good weekend!!

Monday: No work but pretty sure I still got paid ... WOOP! :D lol. I slept til like noon. :S never done that before but it was acutally quite nice!! Then I didn't do anything all day - just bummed around!!

Today: Worked ... it rained all day so pretty much did nothing! Went to the bar tonight ... had a couple of drinks, sat around lol. Nothing super exciting.

But I'm outties!!
Night night!! XxX

lost in the moment ... <3

hey
well i am sad for a few reasons.
first of all my truck STILL isn't fixed. it wont be done til at least Monday now - turns out there was more wrong with it than first thought.
second of all, because I have my truck I can't go visit Cody.
Which brings me to my 3rd reason, my mum is a bitch about our relationship. She said a bunch of quite stupid and hurtful things last night. I didn't even argue - just walked away. I asked her what she thought of me going to see Cody if my truck got fixed, she said she didn't think much of it, was a bad idea, blah blah. In one ear out the other. Next time I wont ask. I will just damn well go. Fuck.

Oh well it is the weekend. That is a bonus. Going to Ashley Laroques tonight, a few people should be there it'll be a good time I think.
Tomorrow I have no idea what the heck I'll do. SFA likely. Not much you can do without a damn truck.
I've been trying to call Ryan to see if he wants to go down to visit Cody - I'm hoping his car is going so he can drive lol. But he's not home so if anyone sees him pass on the message I've been trying to call him!!

Anyways, laters.

Hugging && Kissing ... what a beautiful sight! =)

S0oooo ... had to get mum to take me to work on Monday for 8am. Bummed around Agpro for a bit - getting introduced to people, looking around the place etc. Then drove off to Watrous SK. Long drive but at least we had a nice big roomy truck which was ok. So we got to the farm in SK, did an hour of work (sorting envelopes of seed lol), then went to the hotel. There was me, my boss Mike and the other summer student Justin. And from Agpro in AB, two girls and their boss Doug. We were all staying in the same "hotel" lol, more like an inn I guess. Called the Sulty Surf. Anyways basically all that happened from that night til Thursday morning was we ate breakfast at this little cafe (mmm it was awesome) and supper at 3 different restaurants, wow the food was good!! And Agpro paid for accomodation and rooms!! Sweet lol. Also, one night we went to the driving range - kinda dodgy cause I'd never swung a club before and I wasn't so good lol, but it was fun. Got home around 5.00pm Thursday, then worked Friday at 8am - but got off an hour early at 3.30 which was awesome!!

Then Friday night went up to Newdale bar for a bit - it was kinda boring so Mark, Steven, Cody and I went up to Lueders. That was alright - just the 4 of us, Ryan, Alison, Hannah, Dan, Spike, Kyle. It was so awesome to see Cody again, I was so happy I can't even explain how happy I am lol. And tonight I think I'm going up there again, probably with Boyle, and see if anyone else wants to come.

My truck isn't fixed yet - it's gonna be done by mid next week hopefully and if not, by the end of the week then. It'skind of a hassle cause that means someone has to take me to and pick me up from work.

Oh well I'm sure I can survive that for a week! lol.
TTYL!