why can't life be simple? like not even kidding I'm so busy and stressed right now.
1st of all there was that stuff that happened last week which I can't completely forget about...
and then those god damn exams which I have to ace ... a Bio Lab final on Monday, Calc Quiz Tuesday, Geog Report Friday, then exams on 4, 9, 11, & 14 December ...
and then there's the never ending guy problem I seem to have ...
like why can't I just move on ... why is it so difficult ... why do I like him? Even though I know it's nothing more than what it is now I can't seem to stop it..., even though I know i'm probably being used... I never thought it was possible to like someone who didn't feel the same way about you ... but you still "see" (and I use that term loosely) him and whatever but it never goes anywhere further than that ... and man it's just weird .. like you then some other chick and you were away and then you were both together for a while, then apart, then together and god it is just confusing lol ... you come back and it's all fine for that weekend or whatever and then you're away, then when you come back you're not sure if it's just been you and grr .. please someone give me some goddam advice on this one ... and I know most of you will know what I'm talking about, and half of you probably don't approve, but whatever and I know what I should do ... stop it obviously. and I tried. I talked to him and said that I didn't want this shit to go on anymore cause it was too confusing. But he didn't listen... and neither did I, i guess ... lol, guys. the lil fuckers.lol. g'night all ,xx
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THE FUCKING LIL FUCKERS!! lol haha..dunno what to tell you to do!... try to move on is about it .. lol I dunno dont ask me. i ggots nothing at all...
lol, too true with the lil fuckers lol ... maybe I shouldn't write blogs when I come home after drinking :S... just an idea though ...
lol gill, your my girlie and you know how i feel about this kid so i dont need to go into that again. But i understand liking someone then watching them turn around and drop u like theres nothing wrong with. I dont know how to make it easier to get over him...but if u ever need to talk u can always call me no matter the time, or day my phones always on and believe me you wouldnt be the first to call me at 3 in the morning lol...but like they say in all those songs you dont need a man, to make you feel complete... and this kiddo ur talking about isnt even worthy of being called a man hes nothing but a little boy in the way hes acting
so keep ur chin up, kick him in the balls if he starts getting cheeky and look for ur prince charming cause all u get from kissing frogs in warts lol (tehe that works on two levels but maybe im just a perv o well)much love c ya soon are we ever going to houstans during christmas!!!
haha thanks kaitlan lol, yes u r a perv... warts?! lol jk ... can't wait for houstans .. woop I'll actually be legal this time we go to a bar .. well ttyl,
Hey Gill!!
I haven't talked to you in along time! And i completely understand what your goin through here by being used and then him acting like nothing happenin and then you wanna know what the hell is going on but they don't wanna talk about it! Completely understand lol but i got no advice but to try and move on no matter how hard it is cause if your like me everytime you see him and your drinkin you just cave! which is horrible!! but anyways have a good one!!
~Kimmy D~
Hey Gillian... My eyes are always open for you and if i find someone for u i'll call you up n let u no... I no what it's like to not be able to get over someone it's happened to me a few times before and the hardest was the last one.. and yes he wants me back but i've moved on and found myslef a much better one and i'm glad i did... it feels so much better now that i'm with cory and not have to look back onto the others.. Like yeah with deyton he jsut got ride of me cause he couldnt deal with it(not man enough) and then came crawling back to me and i made the mistake in takin him back (jsut to get thrown away again) and then i stopped talkin to him and told myslef he want worth it and made myslef believe taht i was really really mad at him and never wanted to see him again, then cory came along and me n him are cool with everythin and have sooo much in common n what not he's the greatest guy ever... then next thing you no dey tried to crawl back to me but i just straight up n told him i was over him n have a new guy and it feels SOOOO MUCH BETTER.. umm Everyones different and somethings don't work with some people but with me i make myself believe i deserve better n that i'm not gonna let it bother me (its a hard think to do but if it works then why not do it hat way) I love you Gillian and Miss you haha.. one weekend ur home if u want we can go hot tubbin and jsut relax n not worry bout nethin
holy long post ash .. lol thanks though .. I guess I will decide what to do when I come back for xmas .. woop only 17 days! :D can't wait ... cya around! lol
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